I used to believe that everybody is kind. As in, no one is truly bad or evil. I thought that somehow, by the end of the day, people will lie down on their beds and reflect upon themselves because they have their conscience. There is still something good in a person no matter how many bad things the person has done.

But now, i dont think so anymore. I don't know what to believe anymore ...

I realised some people just dont have conscience AT ALL. They think that they are right all the time. They are manipulative. They hurt people's feelings intentionally because they just want to bring them down and make them feel worse than they already did. They don't care about others' emotions and feelings. They are selfish and its as if the whole world only revolves around them. They place their happiness on top of everything else and in the expense of others. And everywhere i go, i see fake smiles. Fake faces.

You know what? I'm so sick of them now.

I want to believe in what i used to believe. Because i'd like to think that the world, despite all the unhappy things, is still a wonderful place to live in.

This just proves how wrong and how naive i am.

They can say
Anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me
And they can try hard to make me feel that I
Don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter in what I believe or loose faith in my dreams

'Cause there's
There's a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me

Oh they
They can do
Anything they want to you
If you let them in
But they won't ever win
If you cling to you pride and just push them aside,
See I
I have learned
There's an inner peace I own
Something in my soul that they can not possess
So I won't be afraid and the darkness will fade

'Cause there's
There's light in me me
That shines brightly, yes
They can try
But they can't take that away from me

No, oh oh
They can't take this
Precious love I'll always have inside me
Certainly the Lord will guide me where I need to go

They can say
Anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I won't face the ground
I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach
Although they do try
Hard to make me feel that I
Don't matter at all
But I refuse to fall
Tell me what I believe or loose faith in my dreams
'Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly yes

They can try but they can't take that away from
Me

PS: I miss you Boo Boo! :(

12:49 am; undramatically.Y