Hmmmm ...

I realised my blog is full of negative thoughts ;P
Already received a few comments regarding this. Heheh.

I'm actually all well! Just feeling down or having some kind of realisation once in a while ...

Hols are here! Finally !!!

Okay. Here goes my spring break resoultions:

1. Finish studying everything starting from the first topic.
... Which proves to be a little challenging. But i will try ;)

2. Finish Freakonomics and Remember Me
I just finished the introduction for Freakonomics hahaha but i find it immensely interesting! As for Remember Me i should be able to finish in a day or two :)

3. Have as much fun as possible in Switzerland!
Yessss. Switzerland is next week baby! Can't wait!

Number 1 is the utmost priority! Again, I can do all things through Him who strengthens me!

PS: I am seriously soooo addicted to Mika right now! Sorry lar im a bit slow hehe but his songs are soo good! He's a genius! :D

1:33 pm; undramatically.Y

Due to my lovely sis's endless pestering, i decided to post up her art, which was drawn specially for me! Hehehe ...

1:02 pm; undramatically.Y

Have you ever wondered what a true friend is?

Yes. A friend is someone whom you like to be with; who will laugh with you when you are happy; whom you spend and share your good times with.

But is the person someone who will catch you when you fall? A person who will cry with you when you are sad? A person who will stand by you when you are in trouble, listen to you when you are in need of talking?

There are some people who are truly sincere and have the qualities of a true friend but they are just lacking in the looks department. And maybe, they do appear to be a little awkward.

On the other hand, there are just some people who are born with good looks and they just know how to get along well with people. They know how to be cool and funny. They know how to work their way around people. But obviously, they are just superficial friends.

So why do people still prefer the second type of friends? Why are they more popular?

I tell you. Its all about the fun. The temporary happiness.

2:56 pm; undramatically.Y

Is it human nature to pry into personal affairs of others, to poke noses into lives of people?

I wonder ...

And i think it is.

7:05 pm; undramatically.Y

I'm feeling down again. Just realized that i am missing out SO MUCH on a lot of things. Like what's happening to my family, my church back in KL etc etc.

I miss home so much :(

Bing bing didnt even reply my msgs online, let alone talk to me recently.

I dont want to study here already lar !!!!!

I WANT TO GO HOME !!!

9:07 pm; undramatically.Y

Toasted seaweed which costs 2 freaking pounds!

AHHHHHHH~~!!! Ox tongue!!!

Bibimbap!

I am sooooo hungry now !!! Hehehe ...

6:48 pm; undramatically.Y

I used to believe that everybody is kind. As in, no one is truly bad or evil. I thought that somehow, by the end of the day, people will lie down on their beds and reflect upon themselves because they have their conscience. There is still something good in a person no matter how many bad things the person has done.

But now, i dont think so anymore. I don't know what to believe anymore ...

I realised some people just dont have conscience AT ALL. They think that they are right all the time. They are manipulative. They hurt people's feelings intentionally because they just want to bring them down and make them feel worse than they already did. They don't care about others' emotions and feelings. They are selfish and its as if the whole world only revolves around them. They place their happiness on top of everything else and in the expense of others. And everywhere i go, i see fake smiles. Fake faces.

You know what? I'm so sick of them now.

I want to believe in what i used to believe. Because i'd like to think that the world, despite all the unhappy things, is still a wonderful place to live in.

This just proves how wrong and how naive i am.

They can say
Anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me
And they can try hard to make me feel that I
Don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter in what I believe or loose faith in my dreams

'Cause there's
There's a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me

Oh they
They can do
Anything they want to you
If you let them in
But they won't ever win
If you cling to you pride and just push them aside,
See I
I have learned
There's an inner peace I own
Something in my soul that they can not possess
So I won't be afraid and the darkness will fade

'Cause there's
There's light in me me
That shines brightly, yes
They can try
But they can't take that away from me

No, oh oh
They can't take this
Precious love I'll always have inside me
Certainly the Lord will guide me where I need to go

They can say
Anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I won't face the ground
I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach
Although they do try
Hard to make me feel that I
Don't matter at all
But I refuse to fall
Tell me what I believe or loose faith in my dreams
'Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly yes

They can try but they can't take that away from
Me

PS: I miss you Boo Boo! :(

12:49 am; undramatically.Y

DAMN IT.

I SHOULD HAVE JUST MARCHED RIGHT UP TO HIM THAT DAY TO CONFRONT HIM !!!!!!

I AM GOING TO SIT IN THE KITCHEN EVERYDAY FROM 5 TO 8.

SCREW YOU, BASTARD.

DON'T TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED.

8:25 pm; undramatically.Y

OH MY GOSH.

I bought 30 Kellogg's cereal bars - 6 bars for 5 different flavours - from Bath (cos they were on sale, unlike in London) and GUESS HOW MANY ARE LEFT NOW????


TWO


Mind you, i ate 28 bars in 4 days. 7 bars per day.

O.o

There goes my bars. There goes my monayyy.

Sometimes i really amaze myself.

5:13 pm; undramatically.Y

Chap Goh Meh is tomorrow! Which will mark the end of Chinese New Year ... :(
Thinking back the CNY celebration we had makes me feel nostalgic!

Anyway, this post is going to be about Bath and Bristol. We had to wake up super early because the bus would leave at 7.30am. However, i slept thru the alarm which was set at 5 (i need an hour to get ready!) and woke up at 6. How smart. Nevertheless i managed to get ready in *ahem* 30 minutes and rushed to Kim's room to pack my stuff.

We (Me, Hann, Kim, Nicholas and Hehn) reached Bristol first. Its a totally different city than London. Less hectic, less cars, less bustle, fresher air etc. We were like tourists - wait, we actually are! ;P - taking pics along the way to the train station. Hence, the delay in reaching Bath.

Bath is a very beautiful and peaceful place. Love it! It felt good to relax and forget about all the stressful things in London. We met Boo and Caleb there and proceeded to a Chinese restaurant for buffet. The food was good! Yum yummm ... though i was quite full after that. We then went to the Roman Bath. Haha its a typical tourist attraction which is about rocks and the Romans. Boo, Kim and I did not have much interest so we 'walked horse saw flower' and took lots of pictures together ;)

Later we went to Boo's uni which is the University of Bath. I tell you, i sure am missing out A LOT on campus life by going to LSE which, pathetically, is made up of a few buildings without a proper gym (not that i need it anyway, but still!), gardens (grass especially) and importantly, buildings of each faculty. Like, Department of Accounting is only on a floor in the Old Building. Not only that, University of Bath has SUPERB sports facilities. No wonder its ranked no.2 for sports in the whole UK. I'll let the pictures do the talking later ;P

The next day we went to the Royal Crescent in Bath before going back to Bristol. We went to the Cliffton Suspension Bridge which is so gorgeous! The view from the hill was spectacular! Hahaha then there was a slide on the slope of the hill which most of us tried.

And OMG, this is interesting! Look what i've found from Wikipedia:

"The Clifton Suspension Bridge is well known as a suicide bridge.

Between 1974 and 1993, 127 people fell to their deaths from the bridge. In 1998 barriers were installed on the bridge to prevent people jumping. In the 4 years after installation this reduced the suicide rate from 8 deaths per year to 4. The bridge is fitted with plaques that advertise the number of The Samaritans.

In 1885, a 22 year old woman named Sarah Ann Henley survived a fall from the bridge when her billowing skirts acted as a parachute, and subsequently lived into her eighties."

No wonder we saw signs that said, "Need someone to talk to? Call XXXXXXXX!"

Oh and by the way, highlight of the trip: i walked straight into a pole in the bus! And yes, needless to remind me, i'm turning 20 this year. ARGH speaking of which, i feel so old now!

Some pics to share :) - sorry about the sequence of the photos though, they are all messed up!

8:17 pm; undramatically.Y

I am so PISSED.

Kim and I know that somebody is always using our pots, pans, plates or whatsoever without our permission. We always find them missing in our part of the cupboard.

Today, eventually, we found the culprit.

He is none other than the big, fat, stupid, four-eyed Indian guy living a few doors away.

I AM SO AMAZED AT HOW THICK-FACED A PERSON CAN BE!

When we walked into the kitchen, he was using OUR PAN to fry his stupid beef. We opened the cupboard a few times to 'search' for our pan still he didn't say anything. Fine. So we sat next to where he was frying his stupid beef and waited. I intentionally said something like, "No pan lar how to cook?" Still, no response. So we waited while eating our 'cooked chicken ham' which was expired two weeks ago ><

When Mr. Oh-So-Oblivious finally finished cooking his stupid beef, he washed the pan.

BUT HE DIDN'T WASH IT PROPERLY!

Omygosh. I really dont understand these people. The least you can do when you use people's stuff without permission is to clean it properly and place it back into the cupboard!

WHAT THE FOOD MAN!

If you don't buy your own cooking tools and cutlery you might as well dont eat!

GGGRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!

8:51 pm; undramatically.Y